Hello :)

Elementary Maths and English is over! it was ohkay.

A maths tomorrow! i've no confident to pass it! i learnt it on myself without the aid of a teacher,

and there's many more things to know. : (

A maths is a goner for me.

Combined Science and Humanities left, and i hope that the standards of the paper would't be that hard.


signing off :)

Hello :D

I've changed my blog skin once again and i'm feeling uper refresh now!

It's late and i'm going to bed now and i will update most prolly after Os!

I'm giving up!

as nothing seems to appeals me.
I've lost my passions and interests, and truly I've not been smiling for quite awhile.
I've been putting up a fake smile all this time and It's over!

nothing changes, and never will it.

I feel so helpless and lonely most of the time! :(
however, i can't seem to face it!



maybe running away from it would solve it.

I 've moved!!!


relink me at  "i-lovesleeping.onsugar.com" !

haha, i will still blog here too.


Thank you!

Ohhhhh, i am finally back to update. (:

busy with works and many more too, went to find Mark to do our cheorography just then for the oncoming
performance on friday, and helping with the decorations too. It's was fun too! and i am glad that i am able to
help.

and yeah, a week before my practical phase test. uh, i still prefer theory though -.-!
i am getting addicted to J and K pop songs lately, been downloading quite a lot (:
i am pissed off recently by someone, but i am alright already.
i guess, i still have to learnt how to control my temper well :(

i need more sleep nowadays, haven't been sleeping well for the past few days.


ohkay, i admit that i am starting to feel a little stressed right now.
but nonetheless i am still going on, i need more moltivation, haha.

i am feeling kinda happy now, about my family problems, i guess it's over but i thanked God for everything.


and and and , i am addicted to OnePiece.

it's getting more and more exciting. hehe i just can't wait for episode 417 to be out.


i am going to download more songs now, i need more musics!

haha and i will update soon, if i have the time too.

and Work Hard everyone!

bye (:

It's time to move on life. (:

Spent my time with Adalia, Sunny, Matthew and Ivan at the arcade today,

had a great time with them while ddr-ing, it was fun.

too bad my brother could 't join us, he was feeling kinda tired somehow when he returned from

pulau ubin just two days ago.


and there's 4 more days before my O level Oral examination.

feeling kinda nervous, hopefully i would be able to pass it with merit =)


and i can't wait for Friday, Kris is going to pass me a deck of cards and he's going to teach me

"The Amazing Card Trick" and the forcing and controlling of cards.

thinking about it makes me so excited now, as i am typing.


I am craving for foods . . .

I am craving for more magic tricks. .

many many more etc. . .  could 't make a list of it -.-!


and i haven't really felt so lost , after the death of Amrickpal

i really understand how it feels to lose someone close.

but nonetheless, life stills carry on.


i had mourned enough and it's time for me to move on.

i realized one thing, and that is to cherished everyone beside you cause you will not know

that one day they will be gone too.


His presence has make a great impact on all of us, never will we forget him.


. . .


Magic is my passion, something that i realized not long ago.

it's always been in me, but i didn't really realize it.


I could 't find much interests, and i am glad that i found it and that is Magic.

. . . .

another thing, i am starving already . . .


haha (: i am going to eat.

i will update soon, so stay tuned.

I doubt i can carry on life. . .

it's really very terrible, i just can't stopped thinking about the past.

i can't control my emotions anymore, now all i can do is to cry.



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just returned from amrikpal wake.

my mood is terrible, i am totally lost now.

i have been wondering why is life so short ? though i knew the answers already.

i have been thinking about things lately,and it had been kept deep in my heart.

i really can't stand it ! ! ! !

i really can't take it anymore !!!!!!

why must it happened ??


i really need a hug right now. .

that's all i can say, losing someone close is really pain!

i really hoped that one day i will be able to hugged my parents, to showed that i really loved them.


"Family"

Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You

but i never did once say that to them, why?

i can't answer myself, i don't know why.
and i really don't wish to lose any loves one anymore..
i really hoped for someone to be there when i need help.
why do i still feel so lonely? after even knowing many friends.
why is it so? can anyone tell me the answers?

I am feeling so tired now, many things had happened and i really am lost now.

all i need is a hug to let me cry all out.

and i really need a nap now, i am really really really very tired now.

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byebye